Sooraj Pancholi has been associated with Jiah Khan‘s suicide case and
has been interrogated by the police a number of times in connection to
this case. Jiah Khan’s mother shared this letter with the media which is
probably the last letter wrote by Jiah Khan before committing suicide.
Here is a Look at Jiah Khan’s Last Letter to Sooraj Pancholi.
“I
don’t know how to say this to you but I might as well now as I have
nothing to lose. I’ve already lost everything. If you’re reading this I
might have already left or about to leave. I am broken inside. You may
not have known this but you affected me deeply to a point where I lost
myself in loving you. Yet you tortured me everyday. These days I see no
light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I saw my life
with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead
inside. I’ve never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much.
You returned my love with cheating and lies. It didn’t matter how many
gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you. I was scared of
getting pregnant but I gave myself completely. The pain you have caused
me everyday has destroyed every bit of me, destroyed my soul. I can’t
eat or sleep or think or function. I am running away from everything.
The career is not even worth it anymore. When I first met you I was
driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought
would bring out the best in me. I don’t know why destiny brought us
together. After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have
seen previously I didn’t deserve this. I didn’t see any love or
commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would
hurt me mentally or physically. Your life was about partying and women.
Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you.
So I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you
but I received a message about you. About you cheating on me. I chose to
ignore it, decided to trust you. You embarrassed me. I never went out, I
never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. I never met anyone
with Karthik I just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly.
No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I
did. I can write that in my blood. Things were looking up for me here,
but is it worth it when you constantly feel the pain of heartbreak when
the person you love wants to abuse you or threatens to hit you or cheats
on you telling other girls they are beautiful or throws you out of
their house when you have no where to go and you’ve come to them out of
love or when they lie to your face or they make you chase after them in
their car. Or disrespects their family. You never even met my sister. I
bought your sister presents. You tore my soul. I have no reason to
breathe anymore. All I wanted was love. I did everything for you. I was
working for us. But you were never my partner. My future is destroyed my
happiness snatched away from me. I always wished the best for you, was
ready to invest what little money I had in your betterment. You never
appreciated my love, kicked me in the face. I have no confidence or self
esteem left, whatever talent whatever ambition you took it all away. You
destroyed my life. It hurt me so much that I waited for you for ten
days and you didn’t bother buying me something. The Goa trip was my
birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you. I
aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply. You destroyed my Christmas and
my birthday dinner when I came back. When I tried my hardest to make
your birthday special, you chose to be away from me on Valentines Day.
You promised me once we made it to one year we would get engaged. All
you want in life is partying, your women and your selfish motives. All I
wanted was you and my happiness you took both away from me. I spent
money on you selflessly you would throw in my face. When I would cry for
you. I have nothing left in this world to live for after this. I wish
you had loved me like I loved you. I dreamt of our future. I dreamt of
our success. I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty
promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I
am nothing. I had everything. I felt so alone even while with you. You
made me feel alone and vulnerable. I am so much more than this.”
– Jiah Khan
– Jiah Khan
If
the allegations made by Jiah Khan are true, should we accept Sooraj
Pancholi as an actor who might be responsible for Jiah Khan’s Death?
Does he deserves all the stardom he has been getting and being promoted
by his father’s close Friend Salman Khan?
Mr. Salman Khan, is that Being Human ?
